honestly ... i'm thinking about something. about what i should do after i graduate from my collage.
first ... i want to apply to garuda, but ...
honestly, i never know that my mom didn't want me to be a flight attendant ...
i thought that she knows that this is my dream.
i even write it in the year book.
she thought that ... well flight attendant is a maid the different is they in the air.
yes ... for her, that just wasting my time.
so i think deeply ...
too deep and in the end i'm crying.
why? no ... you don't have to know ...
i have a dream ... if you might wondering. hahaha ...
keliatannya hidup gue ikut arus aja kan? terserah aja dunia ini mau bawa kemana.
but hey ... i have a dream too ... like all of you.
and yep ... pramugari is one of them. but this here i am ... making a decision ...
"i'm not gonna do this"
i mean ... flight attendant.
yap ... gue bakal kerja kantoran aja.
setelah dipikir - pikir. siapa juga orang tua yang rela udah ngeluarin uang banyak - banyak buat ngejadiin anaknya sarjana tiba - tiba anaknya cuma kerja sebagai pramugari?
yang menurut mereka cuma "maid in the air".
yes mom ... i get the point.
tapi yang terpenting adalah ..... kamu
pramugari might be my dream, but you ... you are my life.
i'd rather losing my dream than my life.
aku lebih milih untuk tetap didarat, menjalani kehidupan yang kadang pingin bikin terbang menjauh, tp tetep ada kamu. dari pada harus sibuk diudara sana sama orang lain.
let my dreams still be a dream that i can enjoy it in my sleep.
lagi pula ... itu bukan satu - satu nya mimpi gue ... masih banyak mimpi - mimpi yang lain.
one of them is being a happy wife and a great mother to my kids someday.
itu yang mimpi yang harus tercapai.
hidup itu pilihan.
pilihan itu kita yang tentuin.
pendapat orang itu boleh didengerin boleh juga ga.
me? i choose to be with you. even if it means losing one of my dream.
well ... once more, i'd rather losing my dream than my life :)
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